addiction

i hate that
i cant shake that
awful sticky molasses-y feeling

its been with me since
as long as
since before i
can even remember

every time i lift my head
take two steps
and fall right back

and i HATE that
i cant shake that
g-d awful draining dragging feeling...

wonder if i'll shake it
'fore ive spent so much time here
i'll lose all desire

to see the light

gets closer every time
wear my head low
and my eyes
shut
tight


looking for some peace of mind
can you give it to me?